Sunday, February 11, 2007
posted on: 6:19 AM
11th Feb '07 - Love~
My love.
Now talking alittle more on my love life. Ever since my last relationship (Lydia) which ended in 2005 Oct, lasted only 2 years. Ofcos when i turn single i enjoy very much, the main reasons is i got regain contacts to some of those friends i miss out too much during when i'm attached. Some ofcos just really lost touch. Inbetween i believe that i wont be able to fall in love again. I just don wanna be hurt again and perhaps i just wanna meet the very right one. During this period of time, i had met afew girls.. they impressed me alot in their characteristic and personality. And ofcos it does make me like them, wait! ofcos not all at one time alright. They all appear in different time zone. But ofcos i cant really assure whether i really like them or it all just a crush on? I simply just shut my door for others. I tends to be very sensative and attitude. I believe i should not give in to people especially girls. Perhaps it because from the past, some girls tends to complain isn't guys and girls stand equal? So i really set my mind up to equal between guy and girl. So don really give piority like....what the other guys would give in to girls. But that doesnt mean i ain gentleman okie!! Basic rules still applies on me! haha. Recently one of my friend wasn't really happy. I tried everyways and very hard to cheer her up. Again and again i fail to do so. I just don wanna see her sad and unhappy because "that problem of her". . . . . I don think she deserve that and actually should nicely and well treated. She so cute and adorable ofcos also pretty! Although i din had a chance to meet up with her yet. But i already met her in my heart. Bless her Happiness ever.
Perhaps LOVE isn't something i should look forward on. Cos it just don seem to be right for me at all. But everyday when you walk along the streets or down town areas. You would wonder .....why...?how come some people can be that fortunate and sweetly in love with their partner. And why can't I? Is it because i don have the looks what people are looking for? or what others they wish their guy to had? I don know, haha you tell me.
Labels: Love
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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