Monday, March 12, 2007
posted on: 1:41 AM
Maybe i am WRONG! Maybe i am NOT! Maybe i am RIGHT! ? ?
A friend of mine told me i am over protecting myself. In this way i will only get hi bye friends, friends that just comes and goes. I told that friends of mine, i simply can't be bothered about what other thinks. I simply bothered only about what i feel and think. I mean no harm to people ofcos. I just simply had enough of things i believe indeed it's enough. Sometime people tell me hey you had hell lot of friends! In my mind i was like Oh is it? I din know all along i though i was alone, since when i had friends? Oh maybe perhaps they are refering to companion around me. People who make use of each other.
It okie for me being alone as i'm used to it. In my philosophy i would prefer to be hate by people instead of being loved. I don wanna feel the hurt ever after again since then. I had really enough all shits i had been thru my whole f*cking life. I need no more and no thanks! Sincere from my heart that during my life and if i really offended you in anyway or anytime, hereby i am saying sorry to those who had suffered with me. I still thank you for being around me.
I don think i can go on anymore from this point.. i am sorry. Be back later or else. Bye. *tears*
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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