Thursday, April 5, 2007
posted on: 9:56 PM
"EMO-LUTIONS" !!!
Feeling so EMO now adays. Recently temper also not so good towards friends. *sigh* Temper been flaring around, haha they mut had a hard time with me. During this point of time where i was almost alone everyday at home, coming to a understanding that's somethings and some peropl ain't worth for me to holding onto. Letting them go is also bringing me forward to the next level. Surprise that i recent a call from Madeleine, beside asking me help her get lobangs for digital camera haha. Upon mentioning her tight schedule since she left my work place for Olympus and Samsung, she make plans for me on this Sunday though she got her photo shoot on Sunday morning and Sentosa. I so wanna go for Movies marathons!!! *Looking forward*
Today even surprise was Serene massage me in MSN, alright usual asking help for lobang too. Because i'm in sales & retail line people always do these to me, so sick of it sometimes. But abit of tension flare up between our conversations cos because of not having enough time for each other after secondary school? Can't blame each other too. Erm sometime i wonder why can't we have time for our secondary school friends for more than 10-13 years? I don't understand why because the top reasons given to me was always busy with boyfriends/girlfriends, work, no money and etc etc bull shits.
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT?
Do you feel angry when your friends you know them for more than 10 years and so called 'brothers' always give you the negative and turn downs when you needed them around?
Answer: From Pissed off -> Angry -> Mad/Crazy -> Disappointment -> Simply cannot be bothered?
Reason 1: Sorry i cannot make it, got to accompany my girlfriend/boyfriend.
My view: I simply cannot accept the facts that my friends for so long tell me that they ain't free to go out with you because they had to accompany their partners. How often i ask you out? Once a month? Or few times in a year? It like you can see your partners almost every little single day isn't it? Or you can bring her out to join us too right? To me this reason is totally unacceptable!
-rating: 8/10-
Reason 2: Sorry i gonna give it a miss, as i got to work the next day?
My view: Who don't need to work in our group? But ofcos for a living i can accept this reason still. Cos sometime we don't know what kinda situation they are in. But sometime during an occasions or a planned gathering, they should put it into consideration? Unless they don treat each other seriously or just normal friends?
-rating: 4/10-
Reason 3: Only on weekends/public holiday? Got car for the outing? No $ ?
My view: Cos some of us work in sales/retail line and some in office hour kind. So when we go out sometime the timing somehow clash. But sometime people who in the sales should give in? i don understand but why almost all the time!? Then plan it during weekend then we go after work, the rest got to rest at hm but we the next day still need to go back working?!
-rating: 6.5/10-
My view: Got car or not? If not then not convenient leh? what the f*ck?! No car also can go out one right? Then b4 you turn 18 how you go out wan? Please lah, if you are the driver nevermind but if you are not then spare a thoughts for the drivers okie?
-rating: 9/10-
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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