Thursday, April 19, 2007
posted on: 11:29 PM
Had not update much here, so sorry. Just wanna keep some privacy that's all. Ofcos i do know there's friends out there who cares and worried about me. Thanks for all your understandings and believes in order to make all these impossible a possible. Need not mention names as you all know who you are.
Depressions vs Emo
Life can said to be so fragile at times. Especially you see people around you leaves you one at a time. Leaving in the sense of not to contact with each other or perhaps heading for a better paradise i could only answer with a smile. When people tends to fall or feel depressed somehow there's much different. I believe when a person falls into depressions it simply already beyond self-control ability. Doing things in the sense of hurting yourself in the process. Crying in the middle of the night when you just feel upset by any caused. Tears drop whenever you heard or see something terrible happening around you. But yet you don feel there's anything wrong, cos it had already ruled over your mind. So slowly when times goes by you will not be able to cope with the other area of stress that's keep pushing and rushing into your blood, mind and soul. When it hits the boiling point i can guess the results could be tragic ending. As what we could see in area around our daily life, be it from media, newspaper, broadcast or internet. By the time, it will only be felt with regrets. Thinking back only why didn't i notice there something wrong here or there? I had not fit into the responsiblities as a family, friend, buddy or love ones. Everythings gonna be too late by that point of time. But there's ofcos cases like just being 'emo' we call it now adays, a short form for emotional. I personally feel that emo is stage far away from getting into depressions bu doesn't mean it will not. As i mention earlier on the above, Depressions should normally put it in the way, rules over the mind, heart and soul. There's a slight different being emo now adays, where you only allow them to rule over your mind for a short period of time be it a night or a day and a week. It could be good for some people perhaps to help them release stress that trapped inside them for a long time. They can just cry out and vent it out like the whole entire galaxy owes them. But if this emo signs staying wth you for too long, better get some help real soon. Don allow it rules over the mind, heart and soul. It could be fatal and ended up in tragic story.
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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