Thursday, May 31, 2007
posted on: 8:37 AM
Dedicated to my beloved Uncle. *Rest in Peace*
Just so sudden to received this news from my mum just now.. my uncle passed away last night, died of heart attack. Ever after my secondary days i seldom see them anymore excepts Lunar New Year. I ued to play with his sons since young. We recently chat in MSN and wonder when can we meet up or party etc. Who knows the next meet up would be his dad's funeral... =( Perhaps now i am more able to understand why human beings died, therefore i din tears when my mum break the news to me. But i simply hate to see this happen. Just sincerely bless my uncle may he lead a better life in the paradise now, as i know he had been suffering alot in life.. Perhaps i feel sad cause it just happened without warning but took his life immediately.. He knows he has heart problem but doesnt wanna get proper medical care bcause of the medical fees. As a sole bread winner of the family, i am very proud of him cause i think he is a very resonsible guy towards family.
This is something not anyone can do it. *sigh*
My mum was also one of the victim with heart disease. Suddenly i felt so scared of losing her. I know i had never been a good son but i really wish i had the chance and I WILL. Mum maybe i am having some down times of my life, i promie i will stand up soon, work hard, to provide you with a proper and problem-free life. I once see my mum warded in NUH ICU, that period of time really scares me to death. My mum wasn't at home for that period of time, left me and my dad only to be home.. it was so weird that mummy wasn't home for that period of time. Home wasn't like a home to me. My daddy was the greatest dad i ever had, cause he had done and contribute to the family. Being a dad, he know he had to take care all of us. *tear* Dad Mum I LOVE YOU. Although we had hard time on and off but we all survived and pull it through.
haiz, i am so upset and confuse of my feeling now. I can't think. (#$%&*!!#$!*)
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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