Monday, August 27, 2007
posted on: 10:32 PM
It wasnt really good while waking up today. Suppose to be a nice day to rest at home. But in the end i need to go back Tampines to sort out by invoices for claim tomorrow when going back to office for training, for the coming Comex show. Introduce Joyce to the company, so she will be joining me to office tomorrow.
Family Broken Into Pieces?But what matter the most today is the 'family issue'. I woke up and happens to found out my mum crying in her room. Receive a call from J**k, asked to check over mum whether she fine? These 2 brothers of mine, from the outside they seems ok to everyone. But deep in, they simply feel so burden and tired or linking back to the family here. They long moved out and doesnt really care about the family. One as a property agent the other self-employed, earning big bucks and driving car, but just can't afford to support their parents? What kind of nonsense? Parents support you since young and give you a place to stay and live on. If you don choose to study hard in the past or what it your own fault but you cant blame our parents. Within a family need to count every single cents? So i guess it okie for parents to ask for some allowance from their children every month, they wont ask for much but just as a token they will be happy. If you really wanna count every cents, you f***ker J**k, why don't you return Dad's money, those he loan to you for your studies? So did he say anything when you reject to pay back? No. As for J****n, i find you really so fake, whenever there's festival you would wanna ask us out to join your wife's side family for dinner or what. Then must always see your face and all. Come on lah, please don bloody act infront of people when you aint sincere, or act as if you're filial son. I really can't respect you anymore for these. How could you call Dad early in the morning around 6+ to claim that you going to disown the family and even anything happened to us infuture we cannot call you for help, F**k You! Think back, when you first started your small business, who's the one always behind you support you? It the family!! Heartless jerk. I only think that these would only happened in TV drama series but unfortunately it happened in my family. From today onwards i know i had to be stronger to hold on this family as my parents and me. Whatever that doesnt kills you, makes you a stronger person. If ever anyone asked, i would reply, yes i am the only son in the family. If for those known about them, i would say they are dead. From today onwards i will not recognise them as my brother anymore. Please don call us or disturb my family anymore. F**K off from here.
p.s: Please stop asking whether i am fine or not?! Yes i am. Thanks.
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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