Friday, September 12, 2008
posted on: 4:12 PM
Sorry that i never really update my blog.
I log in today just wanna tell Rosanne...I duno if I wish you would read this post or not.. i'm confused... What I had done and so.. there are reasons...It's meant to be for your good...Things had changed and never gonna be the same...All I could say was.. we're sweet but after sweet taste the bitter....If you think for me to say those stuff to you was easy? Nope, was heart breaking...If you think you're bad in my eyes or so... ya wrong. Ya the sweetest I've ever encounter....I keep telling people i'm moving on and so... but am I really moving?....If time and situation allow.. I will still pick you....I always tell you how strong you gonna be and so....But in the end i'm falling in pieces right infront of you....Listening "Fixing a broken heart" don't seems to help also.....Cos I believe your heart had never been here......I seriously feel so lost by losing you to someone I felt he don't deserved....I tell myself to respect your decision but it ain't easy at all.....Project out the image of jerk and flirts might help you to forget me....I know I am being so selfish.. but it for your goodness sake....Since today is the first day you remembered me as jerk and flirts.. I tear....No matter what it will be.. my heart will always be there for you whenever i'm needed...But guess you wont have me in your contact list by now...This feeling sucks big time.... I so wanna tears and cry out loud... But I can't.... I will always remember this song.. "Who will I run to" .....Loves Dessy ):
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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