Thursday, October 1, 2009
posted on: 3:15 AM
As usual worked at TM today. It seems so long and tiring day for me, I don know why, perhaps due to down times in business? It was Tonkichi's first day on operation after the closing down of Times bookstore. Knocked off sharp today as i'm really tired, not forgetting after my compile of loads of paperwork. Brought them home and got to start arrange them and edit then finally keying all of them into my Excel. I just hate the night. :(
Why was my heart aching so badly? I really miss Wendy Koo so much. I can't explain and please stop asking my why people out there. Recently caught so much of pre-wedding films by Papercrane, a film production maker, Susanto Widjaja from Aussie. They have won so many awards! Plus the wedding of Fann & Chris make me feel so confused. I used to totally not at any chances of trusting marriage, but yet with all these films with me. I even downloaded Papercrane's art work into my iTouch. Baby, I just want you to know how much you mean to me. It so important and no one can easily replace you. Maybe it because you gonna transfer to another outlet and you're pretty moody and upset bout? Hope you gonna be fine soon.
I love you Baby.
28th SeptemberHeaded down to Clarke quay again. This time with Chris and Roy. There's fun but not as much compared to my first trip. Actually party all these while with a mind full of thoughts but yet i dare not voice out nor show to anyone. I will always remember what some of my friends once told me bout. What kinda person am I? How emotional I am? How petty I was? etc. I really wish to changed and start afresh. Knowing it ain't gonna be as easy as it seems but I am willing to give it a shot. I felt bad each and everytime my friend got worried bout me and time and time again I failed them. But it's really not easy, but mean time I guess I could only hide my feelings, saddness, emotions and all within myself. Only showing the happy side of myself. I wanted it this way myself. :)
21st - 27th SeptemberFinally i've completed the roadshow held at Tampines Mall. Thanks for all the helps and nice people i've got to work with except for afew. :)
During the night before my off day for the roadshow, went down to Clarke quay despite the invitations by Chris. We headed down to Muse. I would say the night was great. Thanks!
After roadshow packed up and our team head down to Newton for the nice Bbq foods! *yummy*
Dessy Desmond Tan.
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